Listening to "You are the one" while taking notes was a way to see the whole picture. I could recognize similar patterns in myself: we tend to make ourselves small and suffer unconsciously. Old patterns recur. The next day I woke up so much more at peace. The only way to describe it was as feeling closer to myself. And as if certain issues just kind of were "no more." And I could see that my business strivings are too harsh, too demanding; they could be more joyful, and that the context for them is a misconception. There is actually an easier way forward than I had imagined.